Yesternight I lay my head on that pillow
for the first time it felt like it's made of willows
staring at the ceiling smoking the last blunt I had
how I wish that your feelings for me were equal
I admit I have your feelings
But yours is more of an obsession
You're so much insecure
That alone makes me scared
Because I don't know what your next action will be
When you spot me by the roadside
With the same friends you don't wanna see
I mean breath,
let it ease a little,
i'm not pleased,
our love is kinda fizzling out,
you don't take it easy on me,
you won't take it easy with me,
you cut me open don't leave me bleeding.
Am sorry if that's what you feel
But consider me too
Stop scaring my feelings
Don't want to loose my friends
Stop being so jealous
I promised to love only you
But you're making it hard for me to
Because I'm scared of you
let me in
you gotta let me in
open up to me more than you did to your exes,
you can count on me,
only if you stop doubting me,
may be then I'll stop feeling like it's an illusion..
It'll take time to heal
From all the emotional bruises you caused
I always thought you care
But all you did was scare
Why don't you trust me for once?
Why do you always think am a cheat?
You say that I belong to the streets
Just because am friendly to every Harry,Tom and Dick
But just know that's my personality
Treating every person equally
I don't want no drama,
not from you my friends or my mama,
I'm so used to karma,
every action I take I'm expecting another,
so watch how you treat me love,
i might be the best guy you'll ever have,
last heart you'll ever touch,
since I'm the only one who understands your heart.
Haha,sorry to burst your bubbles
but don't blow your own trumpet
There are others out there who are more perfect
Only that you're my heart's choice and not them
So play your cards well and don't make me regret
When I decide to give us a second chance
Cease juggling with my feelings
cease tampering with it,
cease tampering with the process,
don't be a hater of progress,
me and you can make it happen,
we could stay in love and travel the world,
tell me love wouldn't you love that.
I'd definitely love that
But my happiness comes first
All you do is make me sad
You know I've worked hard on us
To make us last
But my dreams you always cut
You always drag us back
And we start all over again at square one
Will we live like that??
You're always failing your promise to change
The blame is on me,
has always been me,
and I take it gladly since I want to make something off of it this time,
this time I want a happy ending,
this time i want to keep your loving,
this time I'll sacrifice lots of things,
this time I'll change for reals,
for you and for me,
you deserve better it's true,
and I haven't been anything else than a fool,
i starve your mind from the peace that you need,
I stay locked far away when you need me,
and that type of shit is killing us,
I swear I don't want that for us.
Then let this be the final time we reunite
Let this be the last chance you break your promise
I always want the best of best for us
Because you're always my heart's choice
However hard I try to deviate
It seems you're my fate
That's a reality I can't seem to change
You're the last person that I wanna hate
So please don't push it
Let's live in unity
I don't give you anything you want,
I might not get that "everything" you want,
I won't promise you tomorrow,
this whole thing could get blown by the wind any minute,
but right now all I know is you,
all I want is you,
my heart belongs to you,
you are the only one I want to do,
when the fear of the unknown comes through it reminds me of you,
I let it slide as soon as it kicks in,
can't feed my soul with thoughts of me on my own without you,
sucks like a flu.
Okey babe I've heard you
Let's forget the past and start a new
Because I can't imagine me without you
I don't want to be a victim of I wish I knew
Because you're the only one that my heart beats for
I love you to an extreme it actually hurts
But if am the one you wanna do life with
Let's give it a final shot I hope it'll work
I pray it works out,
I want it to work out,
I'll be wild and out about it if that is what it's going to take to work it out,
so much shit to think about,
all this life crap got me stressed out,
but I won't fight you no more my stress reliever,
I won't act like you are the reason for my soul seizure
you are my angel and I wouldn't trade you for no one.
©EmKay and CrucialArts