Sunday, November 26, 2023

DEAR SON!!

Dear Son, 

it's been a while since you left 

I didn't even get a chance to hold you in my arms

You didn't give me a chance to say hello

To atleast hear your first cry

To atleast welcome you to the world

You came ready to leave

You didn't experience the air we breathe

You didn't get a chance to see the outside

You only went with the memories of my womb

You never fed on your own

Feel the sun on your tender skin

Nor Hear the noise in the neighborhood. 


Dear Son,

You crossed the bridge to soon

Weren't you eager to meet your Fam?

To know your Mom and Dad?

To know whether you had other siblings.

We were all waiting for your arrival

Your aunts and grandma ready to ululate 

But it's all good, it's God's will.


You know what,

I still look forward to being with you one day

I don't know whether I'll recognize you,

But I can't wait to hold you in my arms

See your tiny fingers wrapped around mine

See your eyes squint to the unusual brightness 

See you playfully throwing your arms and feet.

I wish we had even a day together

Just to tell you how much I love you

Show you how much you meant to us.


If only God gives reasons as to why things happen the way they do,

Then I'd have asked Him why he took you so soon

Before the world changed your innocence 

But maybe I'll ask Him in the next life

with you by my side 

Every day I look to the sky and hope you're doing the same

Looking down,watching me wave at you

Before I cross the bridge and come be with you

I promise to never leave your side

I'll try compensate for all the years lost

Hang in there buddy,

I am almost home. 


© CrucialArts 

Thursday, November 16, 2023

I WISH YOU NEVER LEFT!!

Why did you leave without me Mama!

Guess what has been happening behind your back

You should've left with me

He made me his new wife

I loathe the nights

But the sunrises more

He blames me for your exit

Tell me that's not true

Tell me that's just his silly excuse 

But if it's true,why wouldn't you leave with me?

Didn't you love me enough?

Did you trust he'd take good care of me,

Or did the two of you agree?


I wish you never left me

Because I'll now follow you against your will

I can't take this anymore

I am already broken enough to be a decent human being

I can't even play with my fellow kids

I don't how being a kid feels


Mama, he's too good in their eyes

No one would believe me if I told on him

he's the church chairman

the People's choice

too righteous before their eyes

but to me, he's a Monster!

He's the man I should call Dad

But instead, I'm the 'woman' who warms his bed

the 'woman' who cleans his mess


Today is the last I'm playing wifely duties.

Because tomorrow morning I get to rest

I'll come looking for you,

Hopefully I'll find you.

They say there is life after death

I want to witness that,with you by my side

Be ready Ma, immediately he leaves for work

I'll leave for wherever you are

I'll leave a note,incase he wants to come looking for me


Hey God, if my house is not ready yet,

I'll share with momma in the meantime.

You took her from me without a warning

now it's my turn.

But hey,why did you let me suffer in that man's hands?

Aren't you the orphans' caregiver?

Anyway,now I'm here,take me home.


© CrucialArts