Thursday, June 13, 2019

            HE TOOK MY PURITY

My eyes were right
They were wide open when I sighted you

My hair was right
It stood still and straight when I was approached by you

My heart was right,
It pumped hard and two times faster than normal when u couldn't stop staring at me.

My entire body was right
It was shaken like I was in the cold while it was sunny out there.

My tongue and lips wronged me,
They couldn't allow me to scream for help though I guess it was because of the pen knife you pointed at me.
Your threats scared me.

My legs wronged me,
They couldnt help me run away from you

But was it because of how I walked past you?
Was it becoz of my beauty?
Was it becoz of my dress?
The dress which betrayed me and fell off just the moment I needed it most?
Just as you wanted?

Who should I blame?

The darkness?
It betrayed me
It couldn't let the war angels see the demon doing evil.

The bushes?
They saw it but couldnt help me when you forced yourself into me.

The birds?
They saw it but they neither couldn't give me a hand.

And after you were done,
You walked away with my purity.!
So how am I going to explain this?
How do I even start?
My body is weak,
you made me ill.
I dont wanna live another week,
Or should I just embrace the pills?

Aw its nothing!
What am thinking of right now is how this rope worked in the necks of those in the stories.


©CrucialArts

Monday, June 10, 2019

       I AM SORRY

I'm sorry 
I loved you so much
But I think I wasn't your perfect match
Maybe I was just a patch
Though I can't deny,I enjoyed every touch

I'm sorry,but if I may ask
Is that what they call short and sweet?
Though out to your friends my name you tainted
I can't regret
Yours I beautifully painted
It doesn't matter whether I even sugarcoated
But at least I can say I positively impacted 

I might not check on you on a daily
But do you know why?
Because I don't wanna fall for you again
I try as much to get you out of my mind
Because you're one of a kind

I'm sorry I failed to fulfill some promises
But time would tell whether am a good promise keeper
Of course I know I am even though it takes time to deliver

I'm sorry
I might be saying this when it's too late
But I always thought you would forever be my mate
Maybe at some point I was timid
But trust me my mind wasn't that rigid

And Finally
I am sorry I was unable to love you to your standard
You always termed me as difficult
Moreso difficult to understand
And yeah,that I will always concur

Am never good at lullabies
Neither am I good at good-byes
But I guess am good at by the ways
Even on the high ways

Written with love

©CrucialArts