NO GOODBYE???

 Why did you do it?

If I may ask, what was running through your mind?

Did you think of the people you were leaving behind?

That was so selfish of you

You only thought of yourself.

Why didn't you reach out for help?

Why did you conclude that people would judge you?

Why didn't you think of how they'd help instead?

You lost it, your people are traumatized

Your actions are so unsettling

You could have done better

I won't tell you to rest in peace

Because you also didn't leave us in peace

See you on the other side

When that time comes

I am sorry I left you as I did

The pain was too much 

I had to stop it somehow

I had to do it, I had to get out of this world

It was selfish of me but I couldn't go another day

With all this pain logged in my heart

It was too much for me to bear

I thought of everyone I was leaving behind

And I knew, finally, they would be at peace

I would not be there to burden them 

With my depression, whining and utter sadness

I was tired of being told I was too much 

When all I needed was to be heard and loved

I felt so alone and so rejected by everyone

I tried asking for help, but they were all busy

Some called me a nuisance and attention seeker 

I tried until I stopped trying

Forgive me,

Now, I know someone cared enough 

Forgive me,

For the pain that I have caused you.

Forgive me,

For I know I was loved

Let me rest in peace till we meet again.

© Doll X CrucialArts 

DRUG!!

 You were sure a drug

Why do I still think of you,

Very first thing in the morning

Last thought in the night,

And the wee hours of the morning

I was addicted, and still, I'm.

It's true they say drugs kill

I think you are the strong kind

And I've almost OD'ed on you

A number of times

I am about to register myself at a rehab facility, 

Before it's too late. 

I need out,

I need out now!

My mind is going crazy,

This is not healthy at all.

No, it's not healthy

But I wouldn't recommend you quit

Yes, I'm like a drug, but what about you?

You're always on my mind

I see you everywhere I go

In everyone I meet

How do you think that makes me feel?

If you go to rehab, I will too

Then in there, we shall meet

Guess what will happen next?

We shall never heal

This was meant to be

Let's put our pride aside

Because you're always in my dreams

Why don't you also be in my life?

I wouldn't mind you being a part of it

Let's rewrite our story

Make it beautiful this time around

Worth being read by even our friends

Till death do what it does best

Please, just say YES!

©Doll X CrucialArts 2023