Thursday, June 15, 2023

NO GOODBYE???

 Why did you do it?


If I may ask, what was running through your mind?


Did you think of the people you were leaving behind?


That was so selfish of you


You only thought of yourself.


Why didn't you reach out for help?


Why did you conclude that people would judge you?


Why didn't you think of how they'd help instead?


You lost it, your people are traumatized


Your actions are so unsettling


You could have done better


I won't tell you to rest in peace


Because you also didn't leave us in peace


See you on the other side


When that time comes




I am sorry I left you as I did


The pain was too much 


I had to stop it somehow


I had to do it, I had to get out of this world


It was selfish of me but I couldn't go another day


With all this pain logged in my heart


It was too much for me to bear


I thought of everyone I was leaving behind


And I knew, finally, they would be at peace


I would not be there to burden them 


With my depression, whining and utter sadness


I was tired of being told I was too much 


When all I needed was to be heard and loved


I felt so alone and so rejected by everyone


I tried asking for help, but they were all busy


Some called me a nuisance and attention seeker 


I tried until I stopped trying


Forgive me,


Now, I know someone cared enough 


Forgive me,


For the pain that I have caused you.


Forgive me,


For I know I was loved


Let me rest in peace till we meet again.


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