This is it, I'm done!
she said
I'm tired of giving you chances
You're now taking advantage
If only you didn't show love some days
I'd have thought otherwise
That maybe you were taking advantage of me
Let me give you space
You need to work on yourself without me
I know I promised to be there, but I'm getting fed up
I am not proud of myself for walking away from you
But it's the best solution to remain sane
You promised to go to therapy, what changed?
I'll still be here if you need a shoulder
But as a friend, not your lover
In case you need to vent, I'm one call away
You know I love you, I always will
One day when this is all right, I might welcome you with open arms
don't take too long though, tomorrow isn't promised
In case you miss me at my usual place
Just know I moved on to the next
those were her last words, her last goodbye
I messed up, Yet again!
She slipped through my fingers, I need to put my shit together
else I might never get hold of her again
One last chance Is all I ask
I know I messed up,
And I am sorry for all I put you through
You deserve to be happy, loved and more
Yes, you have been giving me numerous chances,
I know it looks like I have been taking advantage
But that’s not it,
Your love is so foreign and it is an antidote for my ailments
It feeds my soul and at times, I have greedily gulped it
Like a hungry child in her mum’s bosom
I know I need to work on myself
And I am grateful for the numerous times you held space for me
All I ask is one more last chance
To make it right
Both for you and me
This means so much to me and I am willing to embark on the journey
With you by my side
I know it is too much to ask
But, give me this last chance to make it right
We both deserve to be happy
I want to be happy and healthy with you
Please, baby, give me one last chance.
Crucial X Doreen
