WAS I NOT ENOUGH!!?

 Why did you go behind my back?

You suddenly developed bad blood

I wish I read the earlier signs

I ignored because I thought they would eventually die

Unfortunately they grew day by day

Here I thought you were in love with me

Only to realise I was the new side chic

Was it that hard to open up to me?

Tell me to my face you no longer had my feelings

It would be better than stabbing me

What's so special about her that I couldn't reach?

Was it because I was jobless and couldn't take you on a date?

Was it because I couldn't provide your needs?

Did my beauty fade all of a sudden?

Tell me what it is I did

So that I can be cautious with my next catch

We had dreams together

We had future plans together

What happened to all that?

Why did you decide to let them drown

Did I at anytime let you down?

Or did her attention exceed mine?

Am here drowning in sorrows

My tears wetting my pillows

Be it during sunset or sunrise

I'm still hoping you'll return someday

And say to me it was all a lie

But time is long gone

And I see you've moved on

Why do you have a heart of stone?

Do you realise how much you hurt me?

Or you and I were just a fling

You just made me a bridge

To cross to your next ship

All that is left are memories of you and I

Watching the stars high in the sky

In the midnight breeze at the balcony

Cuddling and promising each other sweet nothings

And running around during the day like little kids

Playing hide and seek

But that's stored at the back of our minds

And can never again be a reality 

I wish you happiness in your new destiny

I hope one day you'll miss me 😉

Because a day can't pass without you crossing my mind

For I loved you dearly

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