I AM A FALLEN HERO!!

Mama am sorry

Am sorry to the society

Sorry to those whose hopes were on me

I have failed terribly

I took advantage of the country's situation 

And went to visit my 'boyfriend'

I am now two in one

I am really growing fast

What will happen to my studies?

I wanted to be a nurse

What about my friends?

We planned of being entrepreneurs

It seems like my dreams are cut

I have to be a parent first

Before going back to class

I'll be behind my peers

I am currently drowning in tears

If only wishes were horses

I'd wish I never knew him

I'd wish I wasn't ripe for noticing

I'd wish to take back time

And take back covid to its origin

But who am I kidding?

My boyfriend said he loves me

And he would do no harm to ruin me

But now he's nowhere to be seen

He said he's not ready to be a daddy

And I should terminate my pregnancy

But where do I even start?

What if I follow as he says?

I'll have committed murder

An innocent foetus who means no harm

And who didn't ask to be sired 

What if I do as he says?

And then in the process my womb is destroyed

I'll never forgive myself

I can't stand to live with the guilt

Of killing a future leader

A future motivational speaker

Who'll tell the then generation to take care

Or else they'll end up like his/her mother

I'll have to take the bull by its horns

And put aside the longhorns

My so called boyfriend misled me first

I will not fall for his second trap

I will take care of my child

Even if it means to forever forget class

I'll make sure he/she never makes the same mistake

Because I've learnt my lesson hard

Experience is the best teacher

But I wish I experienced something better

Something that wouldn't have cut short my studies

Now I just have to be a young parent

A mother who's way underage

Please God give me the courage 

Wisdom....

To bring up my kid in the right way

Hello Papa

Please forgive my manners

I promised to never let you down

Now you say I've wasted your money on school fees

And all I did was entertain the so called boys

Your hard earned money has gone to waste

Am sorry I've broken our agreement 

Of studying hard and holding your hand in old age

I've learnt my lesson Papa

Don't hold a grudge against me

I can go back to class after this

And fulfill my promise

Only if you allow me

Papa please....

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