HE TOOK MY PURITY

My eyes were right
They were wide open when I sighted you

My hair was right
It stood still and straight when I was approached by you

My heart was right,
It pumped hard and two times faster than normal when u couldn't stop staring at me.

My entire body was right
It was shaken like I was in the cold while it was sunny out there.

My tongue and lips wronged me,
They couldn't allow me to scream for help though I guess it was because of the pen knife you pointed at me.
Your threats scared me.

My legs wronged me,
They couldnt help me run away from you

But was it because of how I walked past you?
Was it becoz of my beauty?
Was it becoz of my dress?
The dress which betrayed me and fell off just the moment I needed it most?
Just as you wanted?

Who should I blame?

The darkness?
It betrayed me
It couldn't let the war angels see the demon doing evil.

The bushes?
They saw it but couldnt help me when you forced yourself into me.

The birds?
They saw it but they neither couldn't give me a hand.

And after you were done,
You walked away with my purity.!
So how am I going to explain this?
How do I even start?
My body is weak,
you made me ill.
I dont wanna live another week,
Or should I just embrace the pills?

Aw its nothing!
What am thinking of right now is how this rope worked in the necks of those in the stories.

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       I AM SORRY

I'm sorry 
I loved you so much
But I think I wasn't your perfect match
Maybe I was just a patch
Though I can't deny,I enjoyed every touch

I'm sorry,but if I may ask
Is that what they call short and sweet?
Though out to your friends my name you tainted
I can't regret
Yours I beautifully painted
It doesn't matter whether I even sugarcoated
But at least I can say I positively impacted 

I might not check on you on a daily
But do you know why?
Because I don't wanna fall for you again
I try as much to get you out of my mind
Because you're one of a kind

I'm sorry I failed to fulfill some promises
But time would tell whether am a good promise keeper
Of course I know I am even though it takes time to deliver

I'm sorry
I might be saying this when it's too late
But I always thought you would forever be my mate
Maybe at some point I was timid
But trust me my mind wasn't that rigid

And Finally
I am sorry I was unable to love you to your standard
You always termed me as difficult
Moreso difficult to understand
And yeah,that I will always concur

Am never good at lullabies
Neither am I good at good-byes
But I guess am good at by the ways
Even on the high ways

Written with love

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UNAJUA NAKUPENDA

Sitauliza mbona sikukumeet mapema
Hio ni proverb ya walioolewa
God's time ndio sawa
Si wahenga walishatwambia!
Hii ndio time perfect ya God
So nitakutunza kama Gold
Itakuwa better kwanza tukigrow old
Pamoja day and night tutahit hii road
Ina milima na mabonde but nikiwa nawe sitaona zikiwa bold
Kuna vile nishaona zote signs
Life certificate yetu nilieka sign
Usiulize mbona sikuitisha yako
Si me plus you is equal to one?😉
Meaning one signature was enough 😊
I will never make you regret
Am ready to make our life great
And of course make our friends salivate
Not for sweet foods but for our great marriage 💘

To be continued ………………

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ASANTE MAMA

       ASANTE MAMA

"Mwanangu soma kwa bidii uwe na maisha mema"
Hayo ni maneno niliyoambiwa na mamangu nikiwa mchanga
Nayakumbuka wa leo ilhali sikuambiwa jana
Bado yanarun so fresh kwa mind ni kweli yamenibana
Niliyatilia maanani hadi wa leo yananiongoza
Najikaza sana nipambane na hali angalau nitoboe hii maisha
Daily kushoto kulia sikosi pressure
Lakini namtegema Mola ndio yote niweze kuepuka
In my prayers lazima nimkumbuke wangu mama
Alinionesha njia life yangu ikawa ya maana
Kila Jumapili kanisani alifanya nikatangulia
Mfukoni alihakikisha sikukosa sadaka
Ata kama ingekuwa ni shilingi moja
Bora nimestretch mkono kwa kikapu nishukuru Maulana
Tulishinda njaa mchana kutwa na jioni pia tungelala tumbo kavu
Hatungeafford angalau mkate kavu
Lakini yote tisa kumi lazima tungeshukuru
Asante mama kwa kunifunza mema na mabaya
Ukaniambia kuna heaven na kunayo hell
Ningekosea kiboko lazima ingeland kwa yangu body
Liwe kosa ndogo ama kubwa,ulinifunza kosa ni kosa

Shuleni pia mwalimu alinifunza maadili
Kuhesabu moja,mbili,tatu hadi kumi
Akanifunza kutegua vitendawili na kutumia methali
Shukrani kwa mama sababu angetaka angekaa nami nyumbani
Elimu ndio taa
Tia bidii ndio uweze kung'aa
Shuleni waliniambia
Ndio utimize ndoto zako za kupaa
Lakini si pia talanta husaidia?
Hilo hawakuniambia
Ila nilikuja gundua
Shukran sana to the one above
Mahali nimefika ni yako favour
Kila ninacho ni wewe umenipa

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MIRROR

      MIRROR

I am a glass tinted on one side
And so humans named me a mirror
You look at me and see your reflection
I love how you've placed me on your dressing table
How you always make me look neat
Whether am in use or not
You visit me first in the morning
When your eyes are still sleepy
You come to me when mourning
And your eyes look teary
I see you lamenting
Someone somewhere has made you angry
You lay yourself to rest,and in a few i hear you snoring
The next moment you look at me smiling
And there I get to know you are finally happy

I love how you change your clothes in front of me
Blue,black,and red all at a go
But still hear you say you are yet to get the best
You finally choose white
It makes you look different from the rest
You make some dance moves in your chosen dress
You put on a high shoe, so stunning outfit 
You pose at different angles,right to acute
Take some cute selfies, upload them on Facebook
All in front of me

I wish I had hands,I would stretch and hold you tight
I wish I had a mouth
I would compliment and say you are smart
I guess I have eyes
Because I watch you look at me and smile back
Though I am just a mirror on the wall
To help you see your all

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BIRD COMPANY

     BIRD COMPANY
Waliniita bad company
Kile hawakujua me ni bird company
Kufly high siihitaji moshi ya weed
Wala siihitaji heels kureach the most high
Nor do I need to climb on the tall hills
All I need is to go down on my knees
And talk to Him na heart yangu ataiheal
Naplay high with them eagles
And am still cool sinaga ego
Waezi nifwata koz wanioni so wanafollow my echo
Nawaonea mbali zaidi ya eighteen
Hadi wale ni under age
Washanifanya yao biz kunisoma kama book
So kwa kila meeting hukuwa wamenibook
Nikisimama wanaanza kuclap
Natia bidii nifanye kazi safi wasiseme ni crap
But msee wa chomelea akipita kwangu sikosi scrap
Na pia siwezi kosa ma friends hupenda kwenda club
So walionifanya yao biz bado nazidi waandikia mores pages
Zile watasoma for ages
Koz napata more knowledge vile tu na age

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