HOW IMPRUDENT COULD I BE??!!

"I'd choose you even in my next world
I will make sure you never lack
Because you're now my missing part
Which I never wish to be torn apart
I've finally found my better half
Who am going to settle down with
And make sure we bear intelligent kids
Because we were made for each other"

I wish I knew they were empty promises
But you made sure I fell for it
Why did you choose my heart to toy with?
I foolishly fell for your charms
Because you always welcomed me in your arms
How many more did they embrace?
For how long had you planned to play this?
So bad you're not a good actor
Had I trusted my instincts
Maybe I would have read the signs
When you came home late and lied with the office
And sometimes missed home because you were with the 'boys'
How foolish could I be not to read between the lines

I was dumb enough not to notice
That you never came back with the same shirt you left with
Because the weekends were meant for your side chicks
Was I that much blinded?
By the fact that you always provided
And I confused that with being loved
How foolish could I be,not to read between the lines

Maybe I wasn't enough for you
Because I lost shape after giving birth
And I was no longer the young girl you met
And now all you wanted was that sweet sixteen
But you forgot you were no longer a teen
So, all the girls wanted was your wallet
And they couldn't love you if you had empty pockets
Why did you choose to pass me through this?
All I did was to make you happy
Because together we made a cute family
But 'Till death do us part' was just a fallacy
In your eyes I was just a bimbo

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