Friday, June 26, 2020

DON'T WAIT 'TIL I DIE!!

©CrucialArts
Don't wait 'til I die
For you to come to my burial and lie
Lie of how close we were
We were the ride or die buddies

Do you know what I went through before my death?
I asked for your help but you blueticked
I called your phone but it wasn't picked
You found my missed calls and never called back
You never bothered to ask
Whatever it is I was saying

Did you ever know I was unwell
I was sick and tired of the fake friendship
I was fed up with us being friends only in times of joy
And becoming strangers in times of need

  ©Purple Diva
I could not take it any longer
Yet you thought I was seeking attention
And gave me tension and silence
While I silently died a slow painful death


Dont wait 'til I die 
To get me flowers
Flowers that will wither and die 
Just like the friendship we once had

So lets talk now if we can
'Coz I don't want you to talk to dead me
Seeking closure and asking questions
Do what you want to do now

I don't know when death is coming for me
But am certain it will
And I hope you wont wait
You won't wait till I die

©CrucialArts
Don't wait 'til I die
For you to post a pic of us
Or even a pic I am alone
With a long caption of how you miss me
Of how it's early for me to leave
Of how you can't even believe 
That am no more 
And since we met it's been long

Please let us converse
Instead of tearing on my corpse
Let me water the lovely flowers now
And watch them blossom in my house
Instead of them withering on my grave
With no one to look after them
When the petals fall to the ground with no life

  ~ Don't wait 'til I die ~

Wednesday, June 17, 2020

MY UNTOLD STORY!!

    
Purple Diva
He took my dignity
My innocence
My pride

  CrucialArts
He took my purity
He didn't even consider my age
The pain or anything except his pleasure

  Purple Diva
It all started with the gifts
Sweets and chocolates 
And slowly I trusted him

  CrucialArts
I didn't know I would be a prey
Because he always came to my room we pray
How could I know that one day he would play
With my young innocent self

  Purple Diva
And it was no longer games
It all ended in tears 
Tears flowing while I got teared
Teared yet he didn't get tired

  CrucialArts
With my mouth covered
My hands tied
My body pinned to the floor
While his body enjoyed the rhythmic flow

   Purple Diva
And when he finished
He left me bleeding
With a death threat
If I told on him

  CrucialArts
Who would believe me anyway
He's the saint in the family
Everybody's favourite
From grannies to the younglings

  Purple Diva
So I cried myself to sleep
Yet no one noticed
That he kept hurting me
While he was good to them all

  CrucialArts
He pretended to be checking on me sleep
Whereas he only came to quench his thirst
And he would make it fast
So that nobody sensed a thing

  Purple Diva 
Then slowly I became angry and loathed them
And the loud kid became silent
For none in my family was my friend
And no one ever noticed my silent tears

  CrucialArts
My academics started deteriorating
My body became weak
And by the time my momma knew it
It was too late for revival

 Purple Diva
Too late for my smile was gone
And to date she still wonders 
What happened to her once happy girl
Because he took my innocence away

  CrucialArts
Is the threat still alive?
I fear death before I achieve
Should I stay silent forever?
I don't want to break their happy marriage
Will they believe me
Or they'll just call me an attention seeker
What's best for me now?
Should I stay on the low
Or should I let everybody know
That their favourite guy is a monster

  ~ Tears of a lonely heart ~