ONE LAST CHANCE!

 This is it, I'm done!

she said

I'm tired of giving you chances

You're now taking advantage

If only you didn't show love some days

I'd have thought otherwise

That maybe you were taking advantage of me

Let me give you space

You need to work on yourself without me

I know I promised to be there, but I'm getting fed up

I am not proud of myself for walking away from you

But it's the best solution to remain sane

You promised to go to therapy, what changed?

I'll still be here if you need a shoulder

But as a friend, not your lover

In case you need to vent, I'm one call away

You know I love you, I always will

One day when this is all right, I might welcome you with open arms

don't take too long though, tomorrow isn't promised

In case you miss me at my usual place

Just know I moved on to the next

those were her last words, her last goodbye

I messed up, Yet again!

She slipped through my fingers, I need to put my shit together

else I might never get hold of her again

One last chance Is all I ask

I know I messed up,

And I am sorry for all I put you through

You deserve to be happy, loved and more

Yes, you have been giving me numerous chances,

I know it looks like I have been taking advantage

But that’s not it,

Your love is so foreign and it is an antidote for my ailments

It feeds my soul and at times, I have greedily gulped it 

Like a hungry child in her mum’s bosom

I know I need to work on myself

And I am grateful for the numerous times you held space for me

All I ask is one more last chance

To make it right

Both for you and me

This means so much to me and I am willing to embark on the journey 

With you by my side

I know it is too much to ask 

But, give me this last chance to make it right

We both deserve to be happy 

I want to be happy and healthy with you

Please, baby, give me one last chance.

Crucial X Doreen